something about nighttime/fuck oswald

The stillness.  The sounds of cars rushing by on the road, the street lights flood in through my windows.  Blowpop curls up in my lap, purring and meowing when I stop rubbing for merely a second.  I wear nothing more than an oversized shirt and underwear that should've been disposed of a long time ago. … Continue reading something about nighttime/fuck oswald

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cat piss pants

Life update: Want to know something absolutely disgusting? Today I had to go to work in a pair of pants that was covered in cat piss because my cats are awful and I only have one pair of work pants. No amount of perfume can cover this up. I even tried scrubbing them with soap … Continue reading cat piss pants

2 weeks notice

I, Lex, am notifying the management of Unnamed Pizza Company that June 4th, 2019 will be my last shift with this company.  I have greatly enjoyed my time as an employee working alongside the staff at Unnamed and consider it to have been a pinnacle in my working career.  The experiences, skills, knowledge and patience … Continue reading 2 weeks notice

i closed

Dumb things make me happy sometimes.  Tonight, it was that I closed at work.  Who knew that mopping a floor could bring so much joy? Work gives me such a sense of accomplishment.  For no apparent reason.  Something about having a list of things to do and being able to go home and eat a … Continue reading i closed

relapse

My mental health is getting really really bad again. Maybe I shouldn't have stopped taking my Prozac. Maybe it's because of Lil Chip. Maybe it's because no matter what I do I can't find joy in anything. I don't know if I love anyone anymore. Not the way I used to at least. I don't … Continue reading relapse