throwing up your memory

I don't even know what to write. Why do I even write on this blog? For me? For you guys? For someone in the future? I don't know.. All I do know is that I'm sick. Sick and twisted and rotting dying inside. I feel like my mind and my heart are rotting away with … Continue reading throwing up your memory

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nothing matters at all

I can feel the days growing pointless. Feel that numbing sense returning. The one that surrounds anything I enjoy and coats it in a film of distaste and un-satisfaction. What is there to be done about it? I don't know. For nine months I struggled. Nine months, only to be free for one, and then … Continue reading nothing matters at all

exist forever

"What are you doing tonight?" "Nothing smart" The screen of my crappy overused phone lights up, the one my little sister lent me while I'm too poor to buy a new one. A message from my other sister is on the screen. "What are you doing tonight?" I look down at the metal pressing deep … Continue reading exist forever

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None of you stupid ass fucking people care about anything I write. You don't like anything I post. Well I wanna fucking die and I hate my life and I'm so over everything and everything is a huge mess and my sanity gets closer to snapping every day. Is that crazy enough for you? Mental … Continue reading πŸ–•πŸΌπŸ–•πŸΌπŸ–•πŸΌπŸ–•πŸΌπŸ–•πŸΌπŸ–•πŸΌπŸ–•πŸΌπŸ–•πŸΌπŸ–•πŸΌ