mother and father of the zodiac

Do you ever feel like everything you are doing in life is wrong? That you are making all of the wrong choices? Do you ever feel that no matter what you will never be where you want, never have what you want,always be hoping and never achieving? Yesterday, Lil Chip told me that there are … Continue reading mother and father of the zodiac

pause button

Two weeks down still miserable. I wish I could just disappear. When there is a situation and only 2 out of the 20 possible scenarios are positive then whats the chance a positive one will happen? You know... life should really have a pause button. A button you can press that will just take you … Continue reading pause button


My mental health is getting really really bad again. Maybe I shouldn't have stopped taking my Prozac. Maybe it's because of Lil Chip. Maybe it's because no matter what I do I can't find joy in anything. I don't know if I love anyone anymore. Not the way I used to at least. I don't … Continue reading relapse