don’t make me break your heart

The demanding.. it needs to stop. This week my head has been treacherous. Words have been circling through my mind over and over. They don't stop. Your words, my words, his words, her words, their opinions, their words. It's exhausting. Too many times I've opened my computer to write something here, but of all the … Continue reading don’t make me break your heart

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oh god the beach

Fuck fuck it's summer and that means hot weather and being outside and sweating hella and water and the beach and my makeup disagrees with all of this! Summer means hating that I have trich. It means constantly worrying that I'm sweating off my makeup, constantly stressed about hitting something and rubbing it off, the … Continue reading oh god the beach

fester

The anger is festering this morning. I can't explain it, but I am just so so so livid. It's one of those calm angers that starts in your gut and bubbles up like a lava lamp until you are are shaking, dying to explode, dying to lash out at everyone around you, dying to hurt, … Continue reading fester

exist forever

"What are you doing tonight?" "Nothing smart" The screen of my crappy overused phone lights up, the one my little sister lent me while I'm too poor to buy a new one. A message from my other sister is on the screen. "What are you doing tonight?" I look down at the metal pressing deep … Continue reading exist forever

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None of you stupid ass fucking people care about anything I write. You don't like anything I post. Well I wanna fucking die and I hate my life and I'm so over everything and everything is a huge mess and my sanity gets closer to snapping every day. Is that crazy enough for you? Mental … Continue reading πŸ–•πŸΌπŸ–•πŸΌπŸ–•πŸΌπŸ–•πŸΌπŸ–•πŸΌπŸ–•πŸΌπŸ–•πŸΌπŸ–•πŸΌπŸ–•πŸΌ