cat piss pants

Life update: Want to know something absolutely disgusting? Today I had to go to work in a pair of pants that was covered in cat piss because my cats are awful and I only have one pair of work pants. No amount of perfume can cover this up. I even tried scrubbing them with soap … Continue reading cat piss pants

open book, closed chapter

I'm great at overthinking.  I overthink people's reactions.  I overthink why they say what they say. I've decided that I'm changing my approach to how I interact with people.  I'm not sure what to call it, an open-book-closed-chapter approach, perhaps.  Want to ask questions about my mental health?  I'll tell you about my hospitalizations.  Talking … Continue reading open book, closed chapter


My mental health is getting really really bad again. Maybe I shouldn't have stopped taking my Prozac. Maybe it's because of Lil Chip. Maybe it's because no matter what I do I can't find joy in anything. I don't know if I love anyone anymore. Not the way I used to at least. I don't … Continue reading relapse