goodbye lex goodbye

You definitely don't deserve this goodbye but here it is anyways. There are so many things I wish you knew. I wanted to write you paragraphs explaining how I feel, calling you out on your bullshit, but what's the point you know? I'm working to no longer waste my time on people who clearly don't … Continue reading goodbye lex goodbye

dear g

dear g, i fucked shit up.  i'm good at that.  i'm like a hurricane, but not in a cute, Harley Quinn kinda way.  i mess up relationships by accident, hurt people and run away when it's time to apologize.  when i finally apologize, it's too late.  i'm really good at that. something else im good … Continue reading dear g

fester

The anger is festering this morning. I can't explain it, but I am just so so so livid. It's one of those calm angers that starts in your gut and bubbles up like a lava lamp until you are are shaking, dying to explode, dying to lash out at everyone around you, dying to hurt, … Continue reading fester