When the days get warmer and I can't stay sober I'm a private moaner and I remember I'm a loaner a trick of the light a trick of the mind the most freeing of times is captivating a broken nail and a broken will sun kissed skin, too pale a fake smile, a forced laugh … Continue reading painful posies
The other day I had a feeling Like the world was falling apart Like spaghetti noodles escaping a fork A feeling that you broke my heart. The other day I had a feeling, I began to open Like a flower in the morning dew I can't let you be the one I put my … Continue reading feeling
I don't know if I'm supposed to put warnings on all of these, so I probably wont. Just know our blog can be triggering so read with caution. Since I'm thinking about it though warnings for *assault, rape, self harm, death, and suicide.* Endless dreams.. Last night I dreamed that you left. The eyes that … Continue reading poetry entry #4
This is a poem I wrote after I got back with Lil Chip and I felt like things were still off. I really like this poem and it's been stuck in my head so I'm gonna put it up here for. My little bird - Are you scared little bird? Are you flying away? Are … Continue reading poetry entry #3
To my love-, I mean friend. What a dangerous web we weave. Our legs tangle together and we fly into paradise. Our tongues twist and I feel it rising in my chest. Orgasmic emotion that I tried to fight. "Friends." We tried. I tried to conceal the way your smile sent flutters in my chest. … Continue reading “friends”
Bruises line your chest, Like you've returned from war, But with me there is no rest, And coming home is harder than walking out the door. You say you love me, And I see it in your eyes, And I see the plea, For above myself to rise. I press my breasts into you, Our … Continue reading chest
How long have you been smiling? It's been too long. These hours that you've spent faking, This happiness seems wrong. Please open up, love, Let me see the tears you cry. The road ahead is going to be tough, It'll be tougher if you don't try. I'm in love with the old you, The one … Continue reading how long have you been smiling?
Blowpop. The very words bring joy to my heart. Perfection. Beauty. Amazement. This four-pawed creature. Her gentle meows roll off her tongue like leaves falling from a tree. Her eyes hypnotize me. Her silver pelt shines all the time, Her existence sends my joy on the climb. I love this cat. She is one with … Continue reading the book of blowpop
Beds A bed should not be a frightening place. It should not be a place of discomfort and regret. A bed should not be a sickening spot. It should not be a place that makes your skin crawl and your heart freeze. A bed should not encourage nightmares. It should not be a place that … Continue reading poetry entry #2?
I’m going to use this blog to post some of my poetry since I have no other place to share it. The Scale of Hate: They said “on a scale of 1 to 10 how much do you hate yourself?” I said 10, For the pain I cause myself, for that unforgivable sin. They said … Continue reading poetry entry #1