The anger is festering this morning. I can't explain it, but I am just so so so livid. It's one of those calm angers that starts in your gut and bubbles up like a lava lamp until you are are shaking, dying to explode, dying to lash out at everyone around you, dying to hurt, … Continue reading fester


yo-yo medicating

Myyyyyy anxiety is super bad and my depression is coming back yay!!!!!!! So I have currently been off my medication for almost two weeks. I know I know, G take your meds goddammit! Well it isn't that simple. I was on my parents insurance, but when the company my dad worked for got sold he … Continue reading yo-yo medicating

the cycle

The cycle, the cycle. I open my eyes. My dreams are filled with terror. After coddling myself and finding the energy to face this awful day, I check my phone. Someone texted me to hang out? How dare they take what little energy I have left. They are so selfish. After getting out of bed, … Continue reading the cycle