cat piss pants

Life update: Want to know something absolutely disgusting? Today I had to go to work in a pair of pants that was covered in cat piss because my cats are awful and I only have one pair of work pants. No amount of perfume can cover this up. I even tried scrubbing them with soap … Continue reading cat piss pants

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reach nirvana with me

"You twitch in your sleep." Well yes that would either be the nightmares, the anxiety, or both thank you for noticing. "What the fuck was that weird gasp thing" Oh you know.. just me being a weird person. "Bruh you're like crazy crazy" Oh you don't even know the half of it. "I like my … Continue reading reach nirvana with me

fester

The anger is festering this morning. I can't explain it, but I am just so so so livid. It's one of those calm angers that starts in your gut and bubbles up like a lava lamp until you are are shaking, dying to explode, dying to lash out at everyone around you, dying to hurt, … Continue reading fester

exist forever

"What are you doing tonight?" "Nothing smart" The screen of my crappy overused phone lights up, the one my little sister lent me while I'm too poor to buy a new one. A message from my other sister is on the screen. "What are you doing tonight?" I look down at the metal pressing deep … Continue reading exist forever

relapse

My mental health is getting really really bad again. Maybe I shouldn't have stopped taking my Prozac. Maybe it's because of Lil Chip. Maybe it's because no matter what I do I can't find joy in anything. I don't know if I love anyone anymore. Not the way I used to at least. I don't … Continue reading relapse