You definitely don’t deserve this goodbye but here it is anyways.
There are so many things I wish you knew.
I wanted to write you paragraphs explaining how I feel, calling you out on your bullshit, but what’s the point you know? I’m working to no longer waste my time on people who clearly don’t care about me anyways. It’s rather exhausting honestly.
Sucks it had to be you man.. you were one of my favorite people. I wanted to discover worlds with you and your little girl.
I’ll honestly never understand why you hate me, but I don’t think I care anymore.
I can no longer harbor any love or compassion in my heart for you. I always seem to put too much love and energy into people who do not deserve it, and for you I have exhausted those efforts. You will never understand how you’ve made me feel. I just wish your memory would leave me be.
Also I have a bag of your stuff it’s like pictures I think idrk. I’ll throw it away if you don’t want it.
If I survive.. I won’t see you tomorrow.