no pain, where’s the gain?

Constantly lost without the struggle.  For once, things are going well.  I love both jobs.  My schedule is working out nicely.  But I feel lost.  I feel like I have no aim, no goal, no purpose.  Without struggle, without pain, I feel like I am crawling nowhere.  Like I am still in the dirt.

M has plenty of struggles that are bringing me comfort.  Effing weird, right?  His struggles are bringing him to a dark place and I wish that I could help – but these are developmental struggles that he has to figure out on his own.  I am concerned about him, though.


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