goodbye lex goodbye

You definitely don't deserve this goodbye but here it is anyways. There are so many things I wish you knew. I wanted to write you paragraphs explaining how I feel, calling you out on your bullshit, but what's the point you know? I'm working to no longer waste my time on people who clearly don't … Continue reading goodbye lex goodbye

dear g

dear g, i fucked shit up.  i'm good at that.  i'm like a hurricane, but not in a cute, Harley Quinn kinda way.  i mess up relationships by accident, hurt people and run away when it's time to apologize.  when i finally apologize, it's too late.  i'm really good at that. something else im good … Continue reading dear g

flight of ideas

Spin, spin, spin. These last few days all my head does is spin, spin, spin. At work, I struggled to keep a conversation going because I couldn't focus on anything.  A flight of ideas, the doctors tell me - a side effect of raging dopamine in my prefrontal cortex (that's what causes psychosis and mania - … Continue reading flight of ideas